Saturday, July 16, 2011

Stumbling through the dark

I’m stumbling thru the dark,
Reaching out though nothing is there
The constant fear I cant reach you.
Blindly hoping for a sign
But all I feel are the thoughts
Of touching you.

I’m looking for something
That I’m not sure is there to be found
I want so much to hold you
And have you hold me too.
But you’re not there.

I’m stumbling thru the dark,
Reaching out though nothing is there
The constant hope I will find you lingers in the air.
The further the distance, hope turns to loneliness
That turns to desperation.

I’m looking for something
That I’m not sure is there to be found
I want so much to hold you
And have you hold me too.
But you’re not there.
You never were.

Trying to reason with myself
But the open space is so vast
I cant make heads or tails, I’m so lost
Reaching out into the emptiness
One last time, hoping its my last
Hoping to find you here
Next to me.

I’m looking for something
That I’m not sure is there to be found
I want so much to hold you
And have you hold me too.
But you’re not there.
You never were.
You never will be.

Never will be……
Never will be……